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Hanging by a moment 2

Rigging/Photography: Stiix. ❤

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Throw them out

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Photos from last night

Stiix Photographer/Rigger
Stiix Photographer/Rigger

Stiix Photographer/Rigger

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Last night’s rigging

I hit one of the most intense subspaces I’ve had yet last night. Me and Stiix were breaking in our new 4mm rope and wow… so much pain just dropped me, one minute I was good, next minute he picked up my second leg and I just dropped. The entire world around me vanished into a blur, it was like my whole body slammed through a brick wall into a beautiful paradise. it’s been a while since I was absolutely demolished by my subspace. Last night was amazing and brutal in the best ways. We ended our scene with me in racking sobs, I was completely vulnerable and broken. I felt so small, so tiny, so vulnerable. I was in pain, and just lost. When I hit deep subspace it’s like I just dropped into a huge hole. Everything around me fades in and out. I can see, then next minute I can’t. It’s frightening and fascinating. Every time I hit  deep deep subspace its different. I am always interested in how it will feel each time. It took me almost an hour to completely settle out and feel normal. I went to sleep all needy and cuddly. I was just in a deep subspace mindset. Even this morning I am having lingering feelings. I am curious to see if I drop over the next few days. Anyway 🙂 thats my friday morning share

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Finding the wrong person- Quote

“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”
I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.
Let our scars fall in love.”  ―    Galway Kinnell

 

*This is an amazing outlook on relationships. I absolutely adore it.*

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Brave Girls Club

I’ve recently subscribed to the “Brave Girls Club” online and I was reading a blog from them this morning and I thought Id repost this part of it.

“It takes practice but we must just remember that we are not here to impress others, and others are not here to impress us. We only have control over our own lives and our own emotions, and once we make peace with ourselves and make friends with ourselves, and learn to protect all of the tender parts of our souls, there really is just not much that can shake us. We also learn that anyone who WANTS to hurt any part of us really does not belong in our life and because we are friends with our own self, we simply do not allow it.”

I really thought that was powerful and it sometimes something I really struggle with.

If you are looking for a really good helpful pick-me-up read and join. It’s worth the reads every day. They have alot of positive energy.

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Day 8: Personal Challenge

Day Eight: Three turn-ons.

-A willingness to apologize

-Willingness to take care of me when I’m sick

-kind eyes

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