Having one of those downer days. I dunno wholely whats up with my head today.I think I’m just having a hormonal emotional bleh day. Which sucks but well it happens.But me and Stiix did a set of photos the other night, and when he posted these today I just thought this one really captured my headspace today.
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I’ve recently subscribed to the “Brave Girls Club” online and I was reading a blog from them this morning and I thought Id repost this part of it.
“It takes practice but we must just remember that we are not here to impress others, and others are not here to impress us. We only have control over our own lives and our own emotions, and once we make peace with ourselves and make friends with ourselves, and learn to protect all of the tender parts of our souls, there really is just not much that can shake us. We also learn that anyone who WANTS to hurt any part of us really does not belong in our life and because we are friends with our own self, we simply do not allow it.”
I really thought that was powerful and it sometimes something I really struggle with.
If you are looking for a really good helpful pick-me-up read and join. It’s worth the reads every day. They have alot of positive energy.
“You think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented in the history of the world, but then you read. It was books that taught me that the things that tormented me most were the very things that connected me with all the people who were alive, or who had ever been alive.” ― James Baldwin
So earlier today I wrote a post about being sick of the blah quality of nude work on the internet. I thought it appropriate to kind of show some of the nude modeling I do. I just get frustrated when people don’t put thought and heart into their art. It’s very sad and depressing.I hope I never lose my creativity and my inspiration. If I do that will be one hell of a sad day.I like telling a story through my nude work. I will periodically be posting my work here and I hope you understand some of the stories and emotions behind my work.
I read today about a challenge called the 10 day personal examination challenge. I am going to be participating. for the next 10 days I will post once a day for this challenge. If you feel it works for you, I encourage you to do the same.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. I hate that you don’t care about your family, it hurts and it’s really sad to see.
2. I hope your isolation and solitude is everything you were hoping it would be.
3. I miss you, I wish you hadn’t died so young.
4. You’re wrong about me. I’m strong, and I know I can do anything I want.
5. I’d be nothing without your support. You complete me.
6. I love you.
7. I’m sorry I let you take a large part of me. You never treasured anything I gave.
8. You teach me something new everyday.
9. I wish you weren’t so dumb, I miss the person you used to be.
10. I really wonder what ever happened to you. I wonder if you ever got your life back in order. I hope you didn’t waste away.
“The emotional scars are alot harder to stare at then my physical scars. but both are testament to the life i have lived. the good moments and the bad. the laughter the tears the miracles and the disasters. So go ahead and stare im not hiding what i am.”
This really fits who I am. I’ve never been one to hide who I am.